I almost quit the NAPTIN programme today.
I am no more doing that. I kinda had some pressures within me to do something else. Write. Start up a website company. Bookhobbs, I call it.
You know what. I can still do that with this programme running. I prayed about it last night. I didn't say it all but then, the pressures came from me being in a place where I don't understand where the future leads. I had a mindset coming for this programme. "Learn about the generation business". I've done so. I'm still doing so. Its so enormous as I've found out. Very big to comprehend in a short while.
I think the environment contributed to it. and me too. Allowing myself to get weighed down by the circumstances. For the second time in my life, I got confused on where I wanted to go. The first time was where to go concerning my masters degree project after spending four semesters.
I guess having the right set of people around you will always matter in life. I had Aietemi (my roomate) advise me on certain things using the scriptures too. I had Chuka also by the side (he probably doesnt know he made an impact). And above all, God on my side.
In church two days ago, the pastor talked about 'we' receiving direction. I claimed it. I then sat down and fashioned some things out. It didn't work out. It wasn't enough. I guess God had other plans.
I am no more doing that. I kinda had some pressures within me to do something else. Write. Start up a website company. Bookhobbs, I call it.
You know what. I can still do that with this programme running. I prayed about it last night. I didn't say it all but then, the pressures came from me being in a place where I don't understand where the future leads. I had a mindset coming for this programme. "Learn about the generation business". I've done so. I'm still doing so. Its so enormous as I've found out. Very big to comprehend in a short while.
I think the environment contributed to it. and me too. Allowing myself to get weighed down by the circumstances. For the second time in my life, I got confused on where I wanted to go. The first time was where to go concerning my masters degree project after spending four semesters.
I guess having the right set of people around you will always matter in life. I had Aietemi (my roomate) advise me on certain things using the scriptures too. I had Chuka also by the side (he probably doesnt know he made an impact). And above all, God on my side.
In church two days ago, the pastor talked about 'we' receiving direction. I claimed it. I then sat down and fashioned some things out. It didn't work out. It wasn't enough. I guess God had other plans.
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