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Money. My behavior. My Job.

I had not imagined going a week with a lean purse, having to ransack this pocket and that account for some mere change. I do not like to borrow, except it is necessary.

I was coming to this point. I was a bit touchy yesterday. Kiity wouldn't have noticed it. I had to say something about it today. I didn't like the fact that I was thinking of money. I had laughed during the week when I realised my job could not keep me up. I had known for some months now that I was just on the edge. I had reduced the travels and others. I don't feel I have to live this way.

I'm also tired of the job. Not because of the money but the work itself. I had complained some 6 months back and here I am again. Complaining. The change of role helped a little bit but I do not feel fulfilled in it. I get to see the company from a different perspective as I work with the No. 2 as my colleagues will call her in the Company. Do not get me wrong, She is an amazing woman and a hard worker. I like her attitude to work and the solutions she brings to the table. But I'm not satisfied. A million naira per month pay will only extend my rant for 3 months. I will come back here to complain before taking an action.

I have been thinking about continuing my job with VIPL or BEDC whichever one you call it. Putting the pen to paper could do a lot of good for me and for the company. Come July, I have to make the decision. It's always an easy one when I get to the point. I would hold still here on this issue.  

Someone asked a question.  why work with a company if you don't like it there? Why not leave? Instead of complaining, do something about it. Hmm, What do I do?

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